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I've been extremely stressed lately. Yesterday I got home and sat on the couch and refused to do anything all night, but I was still stressed when I crawled into bed. Justin decided to stay up and went into the back room. After a few minutes I heard the sound of him picking some notes on the guitar and at that instant I felt the stress drain away. Justin doesn't know how to play the guitar, so he was just going through my books and trying to learn. It occurred to me that I've been neglecting a major part of my personality. When I was living with my parents, I would play the piano when I was feeling stressed and it always made me feel better. But now I don't have the option. I bought the guitar because I was trying to replace the piano cheaply, but I suck at the guitar and no amount of practice seems to be helping. I'm thinking about buying an electric piano. Possibly a high-end keyboard. Still, that's $600 I probably shouldn't be spending on something like this, but I think it might help. Then again, maybe I'm just trying to convince myself to buy something I don't really need.